...when im with you i feel like i could die

reasons why i don't get asked on dates

2007-04-24T08:18:43Z

guy: "can i ask you something?"

me: "yeah"

guy: "will you go on a date with me?"

me: pause...."wait, are you being serious?"

no one has ever really asked me that
um...my bad?

in other news: life is good and getting better.

nikitabanana @ 2007-03-12T02:52:00

2007-03-12T10:52:45Z

im crapping my pants with excitement.

new years resolution

2006-12-26T22:10:28Z

to live in europe by the end of 2007.

miles and miles and miles away

2006-11-16T18:16:08Z

1 month to go
im kinda nervous.

nikitabanana @ 2006-09-26T01:13:00

2006-09-26T08:13:57Z

and i thought i was a coward.

bored.

2006-09-21T04:26:05Z

The Wild Rose
Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLDf)

shmolorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose.

Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling.

You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective.

Your exact opposite:
The Dirty Little Secret

Deliberate Gentle Sex Master

The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone.

"You're never truly single as long as you have yourself."

ALWAYS AVOID: The Bachelor

CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail.

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: cultureddill

nikitabanana @ 2006-08-27T01:54:00

2006-08-27T08:55:01Z

1 step forward
and six steps backwards
way to go.

and if that mocking bird dont sing...

2006-08-08T08:17:45Z

i officially got my first bday present today
and it was a pretty good one

you cant tell by my terrible camera and photo skills
a little heart ring of with diamonds
from a friends family that ive known since 6th grade
im counting down to my trip to vancouver on thursday
maybe 19 wont be such a bad age.

newsflash

2006-07-05T04:13:04Z

f u c k.

pot calling the kettle black.

2006-06-08T07:18:32Z

i feel territorial
and i have no right to be
im like a crazy person
not to mention a huge hypocrite
what is my deal
hmmm

::hmmm::

2006-06-03T22:14:56Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

beach day!!!!!

2006-05-16T10:43:25Z

uughhhhh ssseeexxx

2006-05-16T05:06:01Z

i want to rape ed burns
the end.

nikitabanana @ 2006-05-13T12:01:00

2006-05-13T19:02:15Z

3 months from my birthday today
the end.

this is our friendship in one picture.

2006-05-13T11:25:07Z

i love life lately
maybe just tonight

and i love my friends.

fuck the pope

2006-05-08T10:24:04Z

watch me abstain
i can do it.

top 50 ways to get fired.

2006-05-05T23:36:50Z

http://www.thephatphree.com/features.asp?StoryID=404&SectionID=1&LayoutType=1

this kept me laughing at work for a good period of time.

nikitabanana @ 2006-05-01T04:23:00

2006-05-01T11:24:01Z

i might just want to stay miserable
forever and ever.

nikitabanana @ 2006-05-01T02:29:00

2006-05-01T10:06:55Z

I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over,
So I can't tonight, baby
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave.

::milano cookies and things of that nature::

2006-04-29T03:48:07Z

you like that bitch! you like that? fuck yeah you like that.

mmmmmmm....

you wanna go back and get your phone? no we've come too far...

all night long i dream about sex

is the sushi lady here? no she just left? dammit!

i wear my sunglasses at night, so i can,so i can..

basilio faccone=duh

memories...and not just of drinks...

and and and my my my....

ahhh secondhand smoke...

i miss all of this
i feel like things arent the same
maybe im just being stupid
and sounding like a jealous bitch
i probably am.
=/

nikitabanana @ 2006-04-28T01:55:00

2006-04-28T08:58:07Z

is sleeping the same??
do i dream more or less?
did i snore before?
do i snore now?
with no one in my bed.
is it a better sleep?
sometimes i wonder.

eeeeeeek!!!

2006-04-28T03:49:15Z

i finished it
after about 8 hours
ethan w. would be proud
considering he never saw me finish anything
mainly because mrs. rizardi sucks a lot
whatev
until next week!

true.

2006-04-24T07:28:36Z

Find your own pose!

Toboggan Traits and Tendencies
Tobogganeers are always one step in front of their peers; they're first to buy a house, first to microdermabrate, first to spend more than a thousand dollars on a rug. Yet in their rush to get ahead of the curve, Toboggan couples sometimes find themselves racing in two entirely different directions. If they don't check in frequently to make sure they're both on the same track, they can grow impressively far apart, and it can take a great deal of painful maneuvering and many late-night talks before they reconnect once again.

wtf.

2006-04-16T07:19:15Z

Your favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:	No condoms? That’s O.K. - I brought plastic wrap
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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i smoke rocks!

2006-04-06T09:50:44Z

http://youtube.com/watch?v=aVtfllaYQYY

motivation to not do crack?